I quit FGO.
I should have done this years ago, and in a way its pathetic it took me wasting my money on things that were supposed to be less of a gamble for me to realise it.
Did the paid summon thing where you can guarentee one out of however many Servants. I didn't care for any of the Archers available but had to choose one out of obligation.
I got Moriarty.
Did the guarenteed 1 servant of a certain gender between whatever year and whatever to try and get Arcueid. Got Lady Avalon instead.
Realised I've been a fucking idiot for spending money on this shit and deleted the app.
I spent £40 for absolutely nothing other than some Servants I didn't even want.
I'm never going to get that money (or my account either) back but at least it taught me a valuable lesson on why I shouldn't gamble (I'm suprised hitting pity on Oberon didn't tell me that already).
I didn't even enjoy playing FGO either, the gameplay was boring as hell and I didn't give a shit for the story. I was really only there because to gamble.
Don't play gacha games.
I've mad such an ass of myself with that game that it kind of makes me reconsider if I should even be a Type-Moon fan when they've given me a gambling addiction.
When I realise Fate/Stay Night and Tsukihime (as good as they are) filtered me towards gambling it kind of makes them feel less special and less "honest". Maybe I'm still salty about not getting any of the Servants I wanted, but I've felt this way before - just not as strongly.
I love these games but certainly they've indirectly had a negative impact on me, even if it was my own fault for gambling at all.
I've dedicated an entire website to a company that's kind of shitty, and I wonder that if I ever get big enough and actually get somewhat popular on here if I'll encourage someone to play FGO and develop a gambling addiciton on it.
I kind of wonder if I should keep this site up when it is basically advertising for a company that's kind of scummy.
Again, I might just be crashing out here over my lack of impulse control, but I'm kind of tempted to delete the site.
IDK
If you're follwing me and I suddenly disappear from your follows, you know why.